June 2026 | After Lecture Hours
I'm not quite ready to launch/share this site yet but building it has been a strangely fun process. I know absoulutely nothing about coding so I just play with stuff. The trial and error gives me something to do. Especially with school being over. I finally graduate tomorrow this weird two weeks of feeling like walking across the stage won't really happen will finally be over! I can't wait to done with that place.
I am officially an alumni. It feels great to say that, although since I'm going to college in the fall, it kinda just feels like a summer break, not really like I'm done. I guess, in a way, it is just another summer break. I still have a next school year, it just isn't high school. It feels weird to type out that I'm a college student, let alone say it. Anyways, after graduation I went out to eat with my family. This random guy in the restaurant paid our bill, gave me $200, and set me up with a potential job. Things really do seem to work out when I'm not trying to force it.
Also, is it weird to feel proud that even though I'm not salutatorian, or anywhere close to being it, I feel a sense of pride that I have more cords and stoles than them? Like, it felt good to have them already, but after being mean mugged by the salutatorian and asked, "How did you even get those?" by almost everyone in the top ten, I realized most of them had nothing but the GPA going for them. It also made me take a step back and realize that while I wasn't in the top ten, I have certifications most of them don't, I went to THREE schools at once, two being college-level programs, and it'd be easier to ask what club I wasn't in than to have me list them all. While all of them are great (I won't act like they aren't), they only did schoolwork, nothing else.
Like the title says the boredom has offically set in. I do nothing all day but sleep and watch tv. Being on my phone is boring, I'm tired of playing any games. I still live in a hotel which I have been since January. Even the hotel pool can't entertain me. Sure I still talk to most of my friend and we have plans but the entertainment only last as long as the phone calls. After that it's right back to doom scrolling and finding random stuff to do. Today I decicided to write this entry beacause I'm THAT bored. I will try the keep this blog centered on the more interesting parts of my life but for right now I think I'm going to document my summer too. Boredom included.